I feel sorry that I keep missing the Frisband before he sleeps. I am most constructive at night when it's dark and quiet outside and all is good and peaceful inside, so I tend to work at night. He has been going to sleep alone these few weeks. I tell him "I will join you soon" but when I start doing work, minutes become hours and before I could finish or give up work, he would be asleep. Whenever I hear his faint snore, my heart would sink because I know that I have failed to join him as promised. I wish I could be there beside him and chat with him before he sleeps.
I cant seem to finish my work these few weeks. It's just never-ending. I dont know if I have become slower but I am very sure the amount of work, coupled with my ocd for perfection, is killing me quickly. I feel so drained.

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